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I'm back!
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after a long break i'm finally back... i hope...
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My shitty life (support pleeze)
1 min read
Okay guys, well I'm back from this long ass break! 
here's a quick update on what's going on.
here's a quick update on what's going on.1. I was dragged from group home to group home
2. My depression and anger towards my mom has gotten worse
3. I hate life
Yeah
That's basically it...... So yeah I'd like some support
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My life is killing me
4 min read
Hey guys, srry for being inactive!
iv just been goin through some bad shit. i promise i'll be be here for now, but i have just been through some real crap these past 2 months..... 6 mental hospitals because i cut alot. im holding on to life by a thread and suffocating in my own problems
. im trying to stay strong though!
Meme time!
Stolen from 
What do you have:
[ ] Mother
[ ] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[ ] Mother
[ ] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[ ] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[x] Half sister
[x] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[ ] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[ ] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[ ] Own computer
[x ] Own TV
[ ] Flat TV
[ ] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[x] Half sister
[x] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[ ] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[ ] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[ ] Own computer
[x ] Own TV
[ ] Flat TV
[ ] There is some big carpet at your house
Total: 6
[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[ ] MP3 Player/iPod
[ ] PS2/3
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP
[ ] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[x] Wii
[x] Your Own Laptop
[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Football table
[ ] Sport gear
Total: 6
[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[ ] MP3 Player/iPod
[ ] PS2/3
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP
[ ] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[x] Wii
[x] Your Own Laptop
[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Football table
[ ] Sport gear
Total so far: 8
[ ] Night stand
[ ] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] Surround system
[ ] DVD player in bedroom/portable
Total so far: 8
[ ] Go shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[ ] AIM/MSN
[ ] camera on phone
Total so far: 8
[ ] Go Cart/car/quad
[ ] Guitar/drums/bass
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise (barfed my way through it)
[ ] Traveled out of the country
[x] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelry
[ ] Met a Celeb
Total so far: 9
[ ] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[ ] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Have a TV in your room
[x] Mirror in your room
[x] Window in your room
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to Australia
[ ] Been to Switzerland
[ ] Been to Dubai
[ ] Been to Germany
[ ] Been to a place written in 7 wonders
Total so far: 11
[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[x] Had/have Camped
[x] Been to 3+ states/countries/provinces
[ ] 80+ buddies on facebook/myspace
Total so far: 14
[x] Home cooked meal almost everyday
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[x] Own a camera
[ ] Have been to Disneyland/World more than 2 times
Total: 16
Post as:
1-25 = Ghetto! (and tag 5 people)
26-40 = Average Teen! (and tag 10 people)
41-50 = Spoiled Teen! (and tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to Australia
[ ] Been to Switzerland
[ ] Been to Dubai
[ ] Been to Germany
[ ] Been to a place written in 7 wonders
Total so far: 11
[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[x] Had/have Camped
[x] Been to 3+ states/countries/provinces
[ ] 80+ buddies on facebook/myspace
Total so far: 14
[x] Home cooked meal almost everyday
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[x] Own a camera
[ ] Have been to Disneyland/World more than 2 times
Total: 16
Post as:
1-25 = Ghetto! (and tag 5 people)
26-40 = Average Teen! (and tag 10 people)
41-50 = Spoiled Teen! (and tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)
...... um ........ yeah...... 
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Once Upon a Time
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Once upon a time, i didnt hurt anymore
Once upon a time, i actually had a family
Once upon a time, i wasnt traded for dope
Once upon a time, my mother didnt betray me
Once Upon a time, i wasn't afraid of being killed half my life
Once upon a time, i didnt feel the urge to lie
Once upon a time, i wasnt depressed anymore
Once upon a time, people didnt reject me and push me aside
Once upon a time.... all it is.... is a farytale
My life wont change the way i want it to now
People have fucked up my mind too much to ever have a hope of change
At least thats what they belive
Ive survived fucked up shit that nobody would belive
Ive learned to suck up my tears and put on my mask
The Mask that says "you touch me i'll fuck you up"
Iv done it before i can do it again
Now i stick one finger from each hand up and say "Fuck You!"
Because i cant rely on people to understand me anymore
I stand alone
Once upon a time, i actually had a family
Once upon a time, i wasnt traded for dope
Once upon a time, my mother didnt betray me
Once Upon a time, i wasn't afraid of being killed half my life
Once upon a time, i didnt feel the urge to lie
Once upon a time, i wasnt depressed anymore
Once upon a time, people didnt reject me and push me aside
Once upon a time.... all it is.... is a farytale
My life wont change the way i want it to now
People have fucked up my mind too much to ever have a hope of change
At least thats what they belive
Ive survived fucked up shit that nobody would belive
Ive learned to suck up my tears and put on my mask
The Mask that says "you touch me i'll fuck you up"
Iv done it before i can do it again
Now i stick one finger from each hand up and say "Fuck You!"
Because i cant rely on people to understand me anymore
I stand alone
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Join.me
1 min read
join.me/207-140-817 i command you! *points finger like evil monkey*
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